Tonight I want to say some about my latest reflections. The theme is the happiness.

I rather don't know how I should to start it. Maybe I should to start that my mind and sould got something like transform.

Before I was like little scared fox, but today I'm someone stronger.
The thing which changed is that I learn to forgiving. Before everytime who hurted me was been the person whoom I wished everything worst, even hell, devilish tortures. But now I praing for that someday after my death every my foe, exfiend, enemy and mortal enemy could o be my good friend. I feel like I would be closer to God.

I gonna say it short. I learn to be more happy.

But I don't want to talking only about myself. Last time I eard the phrase that "moneys and fame won't give the happiness to us", but for me it's... You know.... Silly.

When I thinking about that I started the thinking if moneys and fame won't give us the happiness then what will give it to us? Maybe love? Love is something great but if this will give happiness to us if We aren't sure if our crush trully love us? I have more pointless questions, but I don't care. I thin kthat those "wisdoms" are inventing by someone like my boss Halinka from job who is always gloomy.

Tonigh I saw the journal enthries of my friends and I was been jealous that they have so many replies. I was never had so much. But it don't scares me because I believe that someday I'll get the same since I want to be someone great. My great dream is that I really want to be video game developer or comic or animation artist.

Maybe moneys and fame won't give me happiness but are You sure it'll be the truth? No.

My friend from job said that moneys can to give us so many happiness if We know how We should to use it. He and me believes that by sharing the moneys with persons who really needs it like beggars or homeless We can to get happiness. We living in the World where the money are the basic element of our community. I can't to image the life without money because if You want to get someone You have to pay and the You would been ready to pay to customer by You child's toy for get something to You? In our community are many peoples who really needs a moneys, they are disabled, sick, homeless persons or beggars. By sharing the moneys with them We will use the moneys as the tool for make something great.

But moneys aren't the only thing for which I want to be video game developer.

Fame? I don't know who was been the person who said that fame won't give the happiness. The having so many devoted fans is something what I really need. But it's not for feeding my ego. In truth I really need the acceptation of community and I was always suffering for lack of them from school times. I believe hat when I'll get fans I'll get theys love. But about fame. Many artist are famous and popular. I'm not sure that someone could to be unhappy and poor espeicaly when We see at taht for what brought the fame for him.

As the video game developer I really want to create many video game franchises which won't only joy the gamers but also will teach them about noble values and inspire to making good. You know about that good. For it's difference between the fame builded only about selfpromotion and between promotion the something what We makes. I think that making the something so great aren't the reason for sorrow, especialy when it makes us someone famous.

But the other things which makes me happy are my dreams about that. My that laughs at me everytime when he hears about my plans and dreams becasue for him having the dreams are ridicilous. He's rather the person who like he saids steps hard on the land and he gets everything what gives him the destiny but it don't changes that he's gloomy, unhappy, always angry person.

Peoples who don't has the faith in themself and who don't believes in something what gives him the happiness are really poor guys and it's really sad.

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